Risper Wanja Njagi
3 min readMay 6, 2023

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Paris is Burning

Today Paris got burnt

It rained hail

It rain hell

And rained hell fire

Today Paris cried

She wept

Wept bitterly

She was overwhelmed

Like oh evil witch

How could you burn me then invite me to dine with you

She wept for herself

Wept for her children

She wept in le toilette

Wept on a tissue

Then wept on the inside

The pain of her bleeding heart flowed out of her eyes

Burning through the cornea and tear glands

She didn’t weep with her eyes

It’s her heart that was cut deep

The tears in her eyes were just the window into her soul

Today her soul bled

Bled for her burnt soul

Her city

Built over time

Came crashing all down

Like oh Paris

I thought you were forever

I thought you were indestructible

But then today you went all down

Like dry hay set on fire

It’s as if this whole time you were built with straw

It’s like this whole time you were hanging on a thread

I could have seen it

I did see it Paris

I just stayed still and did nothing

Oh my love Paris

I am so sorry

I am so sorry my love

I am so sorry that it took the whole city burning down for me to see that you’d been bleeding

That you’d been collapsing

Oh my love Paris

How I have failed you my love
Oh how I’ve hurt you

Oh how I’ve abandoned you

Cut you

Bled you

Failed you

Failed you so much

Your lifeless body lay on the ground as I watched you

Cold

Cold and dead

Dead cold

Dead and cold

Amidst flaring flames of fire

Today I killed you for sure

You had been bleeding out and I saw it

But ignored it

Today was just the last straw

Today just drained the little lifeless life you had remaining
And that is on me my dearest love

Today you died

My lively beautiful city you are now dead

And now I’ll just have to build you up again

I’ll have to do better this time

I will do better this time

I must do better this time

I will not see you burn again

I will not ignore your bleeds as they happen

I can’t subject you to such pain ever again

I will do better

You will do better my dear Paris

The ruins on which you’ll be built on are firm foundations
How I pray my love

That some of the ruins stay alive

To be a reminder of your rise

Your rise from the ashes

Your heart is strong my dear lovely city Paris
You will thrive

This time for a hundred thousand years

And then some

For you are Paris

And I have now truly met you

Nothing of old remains

Only the firm foundation remains
Now I gotta build

Now I can build

Now I can build on solid ground

Supported for good

Supported for life

I am Paris

Risper Wanja Njagi
Risper Wanja Njagi

Written by Risper Wanja Njagi

I write about re-finding ourselves, and everything in between; trauma, rejection, acceptance, healing, mental health

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